Movie and clark kay with mag,bob, wendy and drew.
Its was great hanging out with them!
Hopefully can meet them up soon.

Dont which to talk about what happen after that.

Its been 3 weeks.
I am still sick.
The cold on and off on and off.
super pissed.
yesyesyes!
mainly is i didnt take care of myself.
lots of people have been nagging and nagging.

i should quarantine myself for a week.
stop illu too until i get fully recovered.

I seems to be okay,
but i am not.
I seems to be happy drinking and clubbing,
but i am not.
I seems to get done and over it,
but i am not.
I try to believe you my friend,
but you dun allow me to.

Who knows whats deep in my heart ?
I felt very upset but i don't know why.
I wish to talk to someone at times.
But it seems hard for me to really open up.
I know what my friends are going to say.
I know, i know.
It's difficult to do than saying.

Its so deep and meaningless.

Qian x2 need someone to lead her on.
need someone to bring back her confidence.
help her to overcome her barriers.
bring back faith and hopes.
make her believe in guys n r/s again.
make her feel that at least someone is true to her,
understand her, love her.

Sometimes i ask myself this,
am i asking for too much ?

someone : " 我走了以后 你要好好生活 不要想我 也别再哭了 "

Tears flows down profusely when i saw this.
Thanks for being there when i needed you.

I am gonna cook chicken macoroni and zha jiang nooodles today!

:D:D:D

St James, Kallang Ice World and me!

Wendy and i

Just changed into our skating shoe.

Me with my bunny twist!

^_v

Joanna, dick, me, Cynthia, wendy

All the gals with maggie!

Very natural! nice!

Dragonfly~~~

PowerHouse!

with melvin and qoo! saw them outside the toilet!

Sotong Ball!

With all the gals.

with sotyna, siewling, wendy <3>

us with weicong.

with siew ling.

Last of all Priscilla.

Finally i upload all the photos!

Ph was a blast!

Last sat met up with cousins and friends for ice skating.
Fun fun fun! Hope to skate again real soon!

Last friday, was disheartening.
It was so much for me to take but i still manage to pull through.
thanks to wendy, cindynah,weizhen,eme and qianyi.
Thanks all for being there.

A million thanks to J T for being so nice to let me see ya true colours.
It so nice that i will not remember it. (=

your appearance is so not needed.
yadaydaydaydyadaa.

i so sick of relying either alcohol or pills to sleep.

gossip girl season 2 epi 22 is out.
loves.

with melvin, wendy,qianyi and my perm hair. haha!

taken long ago. miss my straight staright hair!

Once again we worked together!

yes yes yes! i perm my hair!
NICE NICE ?
keith said that he prefer me with perm hair.
very suitable for me and stuff.

Monday worked with cindy and qianyi.
wenesday went out with emeline. ( will upload the photos soon)
work on thursday df after that.
i stayed at home for the whole of friday.
kinda unbelievable right ?
because i having family dinner.
sat ph n df with alots of babes!

It was a blast!

fun fun fun!

I have tons of photos to upload!
But i have to compile all of them first.

anyway, its sunday today i am craving for GOOD FOOD! :D

grr... my ugly tan lines.

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You will always be my secret.

0310.

Saying that its for my own good i know.
Neonbujok hadaneun geumar.

What's behind this mask ?

I miss the old Priscilla.

I teared when i saw peien's blog.
I miss you gals too.

Zoe, hope your grandpa will recover asap.

Yanli, can you stop doing housework and meet me for lunch ?

Peien, i did call you alright. But you didnt ans or call back!!

Weizhen weizhen! Find sometime to meet me alright ? you seems so busy this week!

And bless me! hope i got the clinic job! :D

I hate this part.
I hate what i am feeling right now.

Retribution goes round and round.
very nice.
I like it.

Wed was awsome~!
But sadly, no photos!!
I went to illu alone to drink and wait for qy.
Saw the usual people there.
left illu at around 1 to Ph.
something happened to Qy.
so Anson fetched her to Sabai.
while i meet up with zul & xueyi.
Eme came and we went sabai tgt.
4 love is drinking together again.
had lots of fun.
everyone is tipsy except me.
):

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I am glad that remembered the promise you made.
You tried to fulfill but i know there are some circumstances.
so is okay i understand.

But after which i am disappointed.
somehow.
and i dont know why.

Out of a sudden i felt numb.

I really feel that i am cold blooded.

SENTOSA TRIP WITH FAMILY AND FRIENDS!

we reach there like 10am.. the sun is scorching hot! within 2 hour i got sunburn.
But around 4pm it started pouring heavily we got stuck there for like an hour plus.

Dislike those ugly bikini line but Alan say its sexy. *roll eyes*

PICNIC time! we had sandwiches for our breakfast cum lunch.
Its like subway man. Thanks to bob and dickson for preparing..
we had lettuces,tomatoes, Japanese cucumber,pepper,cheese,egg mayo,tuna,ham and mayo!
NICE!! <3>

Our lil princess shanice and wendy! She is my beloved baby cousin!
This is her first trip to sentosa! she even wore a bikini! how cute!
Everyone love her! <3>

4 April!
I met them after their badminton session! I was too tired and lazy to go for badminton so i met them for dinner! Had sushi teh @ vivo!

Daniel Chan and i ! How is my photo editing skills ?
He kept saying that he is a CUTE BOY.
yea.. i think he looks quite cute after i edited his photos!
HAHA. how evil..

We headed to Heeren for Waraku!
Thanks cindy for introducing me the potatoe mendai!
DAMN oishii lah!

Alright i am done for the pictures and stuff..
I am quite down actually.. ok as usual i am always so emo when it comes to blogging.
Well i've got lots to say but i dun think i will share it all. pardon me!

Firstly, i got trouble paying my remodule fees.

Secondly, mum attitude got worse. The atmosphere at home is always so tensed. Hate it!

Lastly, jer. Right from the start i know Jer is not what i want.

Friends have been telling me that

He is too young for you. ( 2 months younger)
He is just a companion.
He is not your type.
He couldnt take care of you.
He cant understand you totally.

I have expected this to happen not surprise and nothing new to me.
And i know jer you will be reading this.

Life is so......
Being single is so....
Being in a r/s is so......
Being in this society is so....
Being in this family is so.........

Really got too much to say about.
I am having deep thoughts again.
How awful.
Hate the feeling.
Deep in the night thinking about lots of stuff.
Getting emo, one puff after another.
Listening to songs.
Either i cry to my dreams or wait till dawn to fall asleep.



Replies of tags:

Eme: I am still uncontactable. Still having bad bad flu.

En: sorry baobei! i put an aeroplane not on purpose okay ? will make it up for you! pleaseee!

Yanli : you thought you would be suprise.

she painted on a smile, erased all her tears & learnt how to pretend..

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Truly, if there is evil in this world, it lies within the heart of mankind. - Edward D. Morrison

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Love’s development makes it hard to turn back but I can't go forward.

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How many tears has love made us shed?

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your warmth got near me and carried away my heartbeat.

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Worked yest cindy and qianyi came down.
I head to double o to look for alan daddy they all.
wanted to go ph after that cos zul and qianyi is there but i was very tired and hungry.



I hate that word ' SPECIAL ' .

I am very very dulan right now.
friend friend friend.
I really wanna treat you as my good friend but it seems so hard.
I dislike the way you do things. Sometimes you dont even use your brain to think before you act or said something. It makes you so fake only.. people warn me alot of times but still i wanna treat you as my good friend. I dont wish to elaborate more...
pissed pissed. i am very very pissed!

I AM GOING TO POWEHOUSE TONIGHT TO VENT OUT ALL MY ANGER!

Heartless bitch!