Work was super duper slack.
Susan didnt stress us much so we were v relax. So far so good no trouble.
Joan and arron are nice ppl.
Today went t find en and qi! So happy t see them!! (:

I HATE HER VVVVV MUCH!
She dump him for another guy and now she is coming back for him!
And Wanna to ruin other ppl's happiness.
i jus dun understand tis kind of ppl..

" i may look fine but actually im not! "

Please don use her t hurt me! If you still have feelings for her DUMP ME PLEASE!!!!

Does self inflicting pain helps to cure heartach ?

Everything is so out of place.
Basically everything in my life goes very very wrong.
I really dunnoe how t settle tis pile of shit!

Today i only sleep for 3 hours. super shag!

AND AND i start t ruin myself with some kind of kuku 'herbs'.

Iknow is very very wrong! please forgive me im under too much stress alrdy!! okayexcuses. >.<

AND AND thanks t calvin, jensen and some other frens who is concerning abt me all tis while.
REALLY APPRECIATE IT VVV MUCH! :D

No point blogging anymore.....
i will delete all tis shit.

Yea... i sucks :D

I took alot of courage to said tat to you.

Dont doubt my feelings.

baby, i love you.

I lazy to type! so photos!!
NOW im gng to meet cindy for supper! ciao~

I MISS MY PRETTY PRETTY AND MY LIL BOY.

I jus dont feel good abt it (:

Now We're Here Together,

Yesterday Has Past. Life Is Just Beginning,

Close To You At Last And I Promise To You,

I Will Always Be There I Give My All To You

Living Life Without You B: Is More Than I Can Bear...

Hold Me Close

Forever...

And I'll Be There...

I'll Be There For You I Will Always Love You.

All gals love to be pampered by the one they love.

All gals need to be pampered.

All gals deserved to be pampered.

i am clear tat certain things are beyond my control.

sometimes i ask myself, is it worthy ?

Are you worthy of my love ?

Do you worth for me t shed my tears for ?

can you make me feel tat im loved ?

):

Leave me alone if you dont love me.
Treasure me if you love me.

labels : i will always love you.

Pictures speak louder than words. (:

I LOVE YOU BABY.

Im sorry to those who i put aeroplane to. :D
Im so upset and disappointed with some of my frens. Dont ask me why... i dont wish to elaborate. ):
I saw weizhen's friendster.... and i saw those genting photo! One of e photo is like GONE la.. agn i dun wanna say much! It is so embarassing.
Feeling super depress and lonely now how i wish you are by my side. )):

Thanks to those who talk to me..... i appreciate it alot :D

Wondering......

I MISS THOSE GOOD OLD TIMES. ):

when u told me tat you are sick of r/s and u dont wanna put in so much feelings into it.
I see no point where i mus put in so much.
I couldnt bring myself to forget abt wad u've said.
Its so much hurting... ):

For the past one month i've put in so much so sustain our r/s.
And tis is wad i get... heartache. ):


labels : I feel like escaping.

YADADAA!

Exams are over.

I gng back to work as im financially independent now. ):
I jus hope DFS will call me...........

tears roll down when he said he dont love me as much as i do.
I know im spoiled! in the past im so used to being pampered by others!
I wanted to change... i dont wanna hurt anybody anymore (:
I try my best to avoid quarrels and argument. tats why i'v been tolerating.
I thought i did change for the better.. at least i learn how to give in to others.
But im wrong...Im hurting myself and i did not change for the better! Im changing becos of him, not myself.
Im feeling miserable~ I dont wanna be the one who maintaining the r/s.
It takes two hands to clap. It needs both party to give in and understand each other.
I dun wanna be jus one sided.

Its totally unfair!

Im not grumbling or wad... i jus saying out how i feel.
I really put in alot of effort in this r/s and i hope it turns out well.
P/S: im not giving u stress!

and when is the last time u been pampered by someone ?

labels: i love you.

EXAM STRESS.

Iknowiknow i should be studying rite now! Give me a break man!
Im having exams tml and right now i am down with heavy flu and gastric flu. !@#$%^
Jus now i happen to pass by mac and saw alot of ppl studying.. I can really feel the tension and pressure! And the bloody flu is killing me rite now! Feeling super terrible! I keep sneezing non stop P/s : stop missing me. =x I know you miss me and i miss you badly too.

anyway... many many many thanks to edwin :D

OK! Im off to study agn~

Time: 2.30pm
venue: ccss

" i gonna pull myself back "

First of all... Happy one month babiiii ( yanli's spelling of baby ) LOL
tis idiot of mine wish me happy birthday instead. -.-
meet him ard evening went to eat yoshi and dessert then off to vivo and sentosa!
wanted to watch ' song of the sea ' but full house ):
so we walk around the merlion and take the skyride.
He was afraid of the skyride jus like my dear jiaqi. LOL
Took the monorail back to vivo then he send me back t tamp!
After tat meet cindy for supper... then meet some frens (: then home...
I having my damn bloody maths paper on monday!!
Gonna burn midnite oil today and study~~~

Photos.... of yest and today (:

I LOVE YOU. <3

DO YOU LOVE ME AS MUCH AS I DO ?

Jiaqi say i look nice with plaits. (:

The heart shape cookies tat i bake (:

dimple ? LOL

on the way to vivo....

the less than 1 min firework.

OK! I know we look very dumb. LOL

<3

Stupid conversation


(2:28 AM) jiaqi: my cute oink oink
(2:29 AM) jiaqi:he nt cute meh??
(2:29 AM) jiaqi:why everyone say he not cute??
(2:30 AM) jiaqi:i only have the impression that he is cute lo
(2:31 AM) jiaqi:kies.. even if no one say he is cute.. i will say he is cute in my eyes cann!!
(2:32 AM) ❥ Jiaqian. ヅ:bwg
(2:32 AM) ❥ Jiaqian. ヅ:LOL
(2:32 AM) jiaqi:hahas.. yea i win i win

**Peien ah~ she still haven grow up! LOL....

Tell her adrain is 10million times more cute than shaun~

Peien ah~ here's a link for you....

Elegance Arts

Hope you like it because they bring in BEBE clothes, HAVAIANAS flip-flops and more...... (:

OTHER SHOPPING SPREE LINKS
RedFlipFlops
Lovely boutique
Hervelvetvase

Anyway,

She needs him
she wants him back
she love him
she miss him.

):

Im crying now...

This is the first time i kanna scare until i cry.

_l_