I am quite particular about this.
Its a sensitive topic to post on.

Work from 7pm-3am today.
Tomorrow 11am badminton.
Sunday family day.
Monday badminton and bowling with jing, en and yunqi.
Tuesday going massage with peien.
Wednesday ladies night. :D
Thursday rest.
Friday work!
Sat badminton.

Another tired tired weeek. ):

I miss yy.

Taken last friday. Work is always fun with them around..

But sadly i wont be working with cindy on this coming friday. ):
darling misss me okay?

Firstly, Happy 1st month to kayson!
Sorry hon, i cant make it. But will make up with you all soon.

secondly, Happy birthday to DIANA!
i still remember okay although we seldom keep in touch and stuff.
Just to let you know i still care and remember you.
8 years of friendship and counting.
and hahaha 20 already. Song bo ?
And yes! i going to meet the cliques tomorrow.
chalet chalet chalet! (:



I am afraid that i might .........
But i think i have........
yy

I hate this part of me.

I know i have not been uploading photos!
Here you go today..
I felt that..
Life is getting meaningless and aimless each day.
Time passes so quickly that i always lost track of the dates.
damnit! 1/4 of the year have pass.
I wonder what have i been doing ?
What have i achieve ?
Any improvement ?
yes/no ?

Sometimes i felt so useless and down.

im so pissed pissed pissed..


To HH :

Please dont offer to send me home when you know i stayed so far from you.
Dont need to be a gentlemen to send me home and complain to your friend that i stay so far!
Simply just dont understand it. Is your brain square or something ?

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget
These images

No

Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?

Goodbye, my almost lover.

i drown myself with alcohol agn and agn and agn and again!

i made my love ones worried about me again and again and again!

i felt so fucked up!

Nothing special actually. ha!
I felt that the whole world is lying to me.

YES, i am special. (:

I dont wanna commit to a r/s now. Its a bad bad time to do it..
Well, let nature take its course.
If we are meant to be together we will be, no matter what.

I believe in fate.

Its over pris. Get over it and fucking move on gal~ you can do it!

downfall.
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trust and understanding?
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heart fluttering ?
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crush or ....?
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are you holding back?
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tears are flowing down when i saw your post.
And i realise how important you are to me.
I need you my friend. We still have a long way to go..
you are not a passerby in my life.

YY,PAULINE,ME,ANSON

forgot where we took this photo. It was quite sometime ago..
I miss those period.
I think i look pretty during that period compared to now.
I want the old prissy!

I sooo damn fucking happy lah!

A white icecream phone drop down to me just now.
I am loving it~

VERY NICE. yest i drop my LAMPOK phone from my house to the ground while i was closing the window. YES, i am un-contactable again! Damn pissed with myself.

Now any phone will do. Drop it down to me please i swear i will take care of it. I wont be so careless again! ):

ICECREAM PHONE!!!

why did you appear in my life ?

Phuture for 2 nights. awesome~!!

after phuture, went to boat quay to meet someone to get back my top. Reached home at about 7am. woke up at 12pm today. met dickson & co around 1plus we head to jurong for badminton.
crazinesss! i dun feel tired at all. AND AND my dear emi and millie uploaded our sec sch photos in facebook! I almost fainted after seeing it....... anyway, yest i went to visit eme! baby kayson is so cute! later might be gng to visit her before i head to work. i need t rest nowwwwww. ciao~

complicated yet couldnt resist the temptation.
Confusing and meaningless
i shall take a break then.

ARGHHHHHHHH~
i swear i was damn drunk yest. I drank like okok leh but still dunnoe why drunk!
First time... I puke in the cab!
First time ... i open my house door so loud that i wake my parents up.
Gosh! Dom dom is lecturing me right now. __________
SIGH~ i cried out loud with i was gng back alone.
lots of things in my head.
Mum and dad and that bitch thing.
cindy said is okay if i dun believe her but she believes in me.
I felt damn damn upset.

Last night had a can of beer before i sleep.
wake up in the afternoon cabbed to kkh to find emeline.
Due so some circumstances her delivery is delay... sian
i came late so i couldnt see her. Had my lunch then meet kenny at bugis.
just nice he end school so went back tgt with him.
Suppose to meet emi but she lazy to come out.
Going to boat quay now to meet william & co after that at 11pm.
i am gng to ST JAMES! This is my first time clubbing with cindynah! damn excited can!!!
After club we gng down to kkh to visit eme by the time she should give birth alr.

ITS been 9 days since i last blog..
i had been slacking and preparing for exams.
Had been at home for lots of days that some of my friend couldnt believe it. ha!
Pris can stay at home ya... hugging her laptop 24/7 watch all her fav dramas over and over again~~ ha!
anyway, tml our dear eme is gng to hospital to induce. Everyone cant wait to see baby kayson!! Then on v day single outing with emi, kenny they all to zouk! Had been at home for so many days gonna have fun over the weekends! HA

cheers

Did you realise that you have cast a spell on me ?