: October 2007

Monday, October 29, 2007

YADADAA!

Exams are over.

I gng back to work as im financially independent now. ):
I jus hope DFS will call me...........

tears roll down when he said he dont love me as much as i do.
I know im spoiled! in the past im so used to being pampered by others!
I wanted to change... i dont wanna hurt anybody anymore (:
I try my best to avoid quarrels and argument. tats why i'v been tolerating.
I thought i did change for the better.. at least i learn how to give in to others.
But im wrong...Im hurting myself and i did not change for the better! Im changing becos of him, not myself.
Im feeling miserable~ I dont wanna be the one who maintaining the r/s.
It takes two hands to clap. It needs both party to give in and understand each other.
I dun wanna be jus one sided.

Its totally unfair!

Im not grumbling or wad... i jus saying out how i feel.
I really put in alot of effort in this r/s and i hope it turns out well.
P/S: im not giving u stress!

and when is the last time u been pampered by someone ?

labels: i love you.

Sunday, October 28, 2007

EXAM STRESS.

Iknowiknow i should be studying rite now! Give me a break man!
Im having exams tml and right now i am down with heavy flu and gastric flu. !@#$%^
Jus now i happen to pass by mac and saw alot of ppl studying.. I can really feel the tension and pressure! And the bloody flu is killing me rite now! Feeling super terrible! I keep sneezing non stop P/s : stop missing me. =x I know you miss me and i miss you badly too.

anyway... many many many thanks to edwin :D

OK! Im off to study agn~

Time: 2.30pm
venue: ccss

" i gonna pull myself back "

First of all... Happy one month babiiii ( yanli's spelling of baby ) LOL
tis idiot of mine wish me happy birthday instead. -.-
meet him ard evening went to eat yoshi and dessert then off to vivo and sentosa!
wanted to watch ' song of the sea ' but full house ):
so we walk around the merlion and take the skyride.
He was afraid of the skyride jus like my dear jiaqi. LOL
Took the monorail back to vivo then he send me back t tamp!
After tat meet cindy for supper... then meet some frens (: then home...
I having my damn bloody maths paper on monday!!
Gonna burn midnite oil today and study~~~

Photos.... of yest and today (:

I LOVE YOU. <3

DO YOU LOVE ME AS MUCH AS I DO ?

Jiaqi say i look nice with plaits. (:

The heart shape cookies tat i bake (:

dimple ? LOL

on the way to vivo....

the less than 1 min firework.

OK! I know we look very dumb. LOL

Stupid conversation

(2:28 AM) jiaqi: my cute oink oink
(2:29 AM) jiaqi:he nt cute meh??
(2:29 AM) jiaqi:why everyone say he not cute??
(2:30 AM) jiaqi:i only have the impression that he is cute lo
(2:31 AM) jiaqi:kies.. even if no one say he is cute.. i will say he is cute in my eyes cann!!
(2:32 AM) ❥ Jiaqian. ヅ:bwg
(2:32 AM) ❥ Jiaqian. ヅ:LOL
(2:32 AM) jiaqi:hahas.. yea i win i win

**Peien ah~ she still haven grow up! LOL....

Tell her adrain is 10million times more cute than shaun~

Friday, October 26, 2007

Peien ah~ here's a link for you....

Elegance Arts

Hope you like it because they bring in BEBE clothes, HAVAIANAS flip-flops and more...... (:

OTHER SHOPPING SPREE LINKS
RedFlipFlops
Lovely boutique
Hervelvetvase

Anyway,

She needs him
she wants him back
she love him
she miss him.

):

Im crying now...

This is the first time i kanna scare until i cry.

_l_

Thursday, October 25, 2007

Quote of the day: Maybe part of loving is learning to let go.

Im having heartache like almost every single day.
I cant be happy for the whole day, everytime im happy with sth the next moment it will heartache. I jus dont understand. Why issit so diff t be happy?
Maybe the problems lies within me ?
am i thinking too much or am i scaring myself?
I jus dont get it.

Im bitting my lips so hard tat its bleeding...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIAQI!

Finally tis bitch of mine 18yrs old le. Have been quarrelling with her since sec 1. HAHA.
Anyway..... eh grow up le please act like 18 hor!! Dun be so naive liao...
LOVE and hate u alwayss........ <3

F. hate those guys who loves to gossip!
Esp when they gossip abt their fren's gf!
They are like Some low class monkeys who only know how t use their penis to think.
OK! Forget it i dun wanna say much becos.....

ACCORDING TO JEFFERY LAW RULE NO. 125 CHAPTER 21 LINE 57.

* I mus be gentle
* I cannot use any vulgarities

!@#$%

=x

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

ZOE YOU LOOK PRETTY WHEN U ARE SMILING SO (=

ZOE. Cheer up luhhhhh

we will always be there for youu..

Jiaqi will do alot of stupid stunts t make u laugh!

I will talk nonsense and rubbish t make u laugh.

En will do silly moves t make u laugh.

Be strong ok! <3>

我要相信你是爱我的.

I hope you will suprise me with something special (:

BECOS...... i will give u a suprise

SUPER LOOKING FORWARD TO THURSDAY & SATURDAY!!!

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

A WALK TO REMEMBER.

Found this at mindy's blog.

Super meaningful rite....

I'm gonna smile like nothing's wrong

Talk like everything is perfect
Act like its jus a dream
And pretend u're not hurting me.❥

Monday, October 22, 2007

THANKS TO ALL WHO CONCERN ABT ME ((=

IM STONGER THAN BEFORE WITH SUPER HIGH ENDURANCE AND DETERMINATION!

ITS ALL ABOUT TRUST!!!
PLEASEE LET ME TRUST YOU!!!
IF YOU WANNA LIE PLEASE MAKE IT NICE AND DUN EVER LET ME CATCH U LYING!
IF NOT I WILL LET U PAY FOR IT!
** DUN LEAVE ANY LOOP HOLES**
WHAT COMES AROUND GOES AROUND.
I BELIEVE THERE WILL BE RETRIBUTION.
MEAN WHAT YOU SAY AND SAY IT FROM THE BOTTOM OF UR HEART.
TOUCH YOUR HEART! AND ASK URSELF DO YOU HAVE CONSCIENCE ?

I HATE WHITE LIES!

Friday, October 19, 2007

Recently i was using my desktop and i found some interesting photos!
Some Old photos of me and my frens!
P.s dont kill me esp when u saw ur old photos! (:

Well.... Lets laugh.......