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Sunday, May 11, 2008

IM FCUKING PISSED RIGHT NOW.

there goes my fucking story with tis fucked up fren.

Last week she is v nice n kind t ask me whether wanna get a cheaper eyeliner from her.
so i got 2 of them total 20bucks!
then tis few days she keep asking me t pay the 20bucks as she got no money. My stupid atm cant transfer the money and both of us is like too busy t meet up. so the money cant get t her...

then jus 1 hour ago.....

she call me up and ask me t transfer her the $$ now cos she need it urgently...
I told her i could'nt transfer and will ask my fren t help me out. But sadly none can help me out then she send me tis.

' Try help me please. If not i no need t go home. My fren all have no money... '

' wth. why like tat de ? where you ? faster go home now la. '
( the time now is only 22.27)

' what's e problem with you? '

'wad wad's e prob with me ? i mean how come ur fren all no $$ de. Now still got train faster go home la. Since you no money t take cab n i cant transfer u. Is not tat i dun wanna transfer u get it ? '

' i dunnoe wad's the fucking hell wrong with you.. But you fucking dun give me your attitude. Please be clear that i'm your friend not some punching bag that will take your fucking nonsense. Fine now! Since you cant find ppl t transfer. '

' the prob is not me. i dun knw why u get so fed up. please be clear tat i did not give you any attitude. i treat you as my good fren and talk nicely t you. I'm sorry tat i cant transfer e money to you. tat's why as a fren i ask u t faster go home. cos u say u dun have the money t take cab.


fuck luh cos we spend finish our pay can ? And i take my allowance tml can ? Eh! hello... i dun believe tat you have so many fren none cant help you transfer? '

'you so pissed up for wad.. Like my fault tat u spend all ya money. I try my best asking le rite... Calm down la. i really don wanna quarrel with you. '

' Hello. your attitude is not good in the first place first ok. you msg me with the wth.. Even my friend say so... Anyway i found ppl to transfer me alrdy.. Thanks ah! ' ( I didnt knw tat WTH can cos all tis nonsense even her fren is so dumb. )

' I will say wth is becos i find it ridiculous la. How come all no money. You got heard me saying it ? How you knw wad's my tone like... you shld knw me well. Anyway good for you.. was gng t ask you tml wanna meet up not cos i got exams until 4pm. Now you wanan start a quarrel is up t you. '

' sorry hor.. i dun give a damn.. they pay for a lot of things for me so i dun wan t borrow from them agn. Understand ? '

' How i knw they pay alot for ? Say until as if i knw liddat. '

' why must you knw everything? Huh? I will ask you for money is obvious here i have my own reasons de luh. Initially i also dun wan t say out they pay a lot for me one. But you keep pressing. Then when i say out you will be like how i know.. Say until like i knw like that. Of cos certain things will have certain reasons never say out de lo. Not necessay t spill out everything. '

' u n ur fren de stuff i dun wanna knw n i dun wish t knw. abt the money i will pay u asap. Andpls hor so sudden ask me t transfer u e money. Now means now u think wad am i ? walking atm ? Yes i got alot of fren. But none can help thy also have their reason . you yourself also hav alot of fren non can borrow you first. '

' sorry no one wants t tell you abt me n my fren. Is you press me t say one. And i told you i found fren who are abt t lend it t me alrdy. Hello is not like i ask you for money suddenly. And if i got no choicei also wont ask you. tat day i ask you but you really cant so i borrow from my fren . And i din treat you as a walking atm. '

' you knew it long ago tat i cant transfer the money. Then wad's e pt of u asking me t transfer urgently. you jolly well knw it rite ?Are you playing dumb or wad ? I really tired my best t ask my fren t help me. But none can. And you say i give u attitude n stuff. Like i wanna knw. You have your reason tat u wan e money. I also have mine reason tat i cant transfer you. '

' fuck luh. Who wants t tell you abt my fren and my stuff is you keep pressing ok. you ask me why cant i borrow from my friends first. keep asking of cos i say luh. If not wad you wan me t say ? Of cos i knw u cant transfer me. That's why i ask you to ask your friends t help you. '

' Hello. you said it willingly ok. stop saying i press you t say it. you knw i cant transfer you e money and my frenz cant. For fuck u get so pissed off for wad ?Jus becos i say wth ? '

' Eh.. You keep asking why my friend cant lend me?? This is not pressing is call wad? Huh?? You tell me.. '

' Be wise la and your stop craps la. I didnt keep asking ok. '

' you are the unwise one. '

' I will prove t you that im not. '

' Everything is clear by your actions. '

Okay.. tis is the end of your stupid sms conversation!
Im still vvv pissed off right now.... 6 years of friendship tis is wad i get!
Am i being too graceful towards her ? For fuck i deserve tis kind of shit ??
I dun wanna vent out all my anger here i dun wanna say nasty things.. please dun test a person's limit..

Sunday, May 04, 2008

All i need is COURAGE.