Thanks to those bad yet sweet dreams. i sleep lesser each day it spoil my fucking sleeping time man. Anyway, last night was fun.. it been such a long time since i saw angel, jen and emi. Dinner and phuture was okok as usual. On the way back had some argument with him, i hate it very very much. I just wanna communicate nicely with him thats all. Sometimes i am thinking where is the trust and understanding between us ?

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...

sorry friends who care so much about me.. i wont complain so much already.
i am so happy that i met with jian, zhen & co last night. They can really make my day man~
Alright i am going to prepare myself for emi bday celebration!!


PS:// I wont make myself so miserable again.

I hate to be alone in the middle of the night.
Thinking of you kills me badly.
i am so unhappy with a lot of stuff.............
someone please take me away or strangle me.......................

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i miss my girlfriends. Purinks and co, cindy, emeline, qianyi, emilia, weizhen and cindylim.

yes, i am crazy. strangle me

i have got so much to say. will you be my listening ears ?
I feel so depress today..
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Its a disgrace that i have the same surname as you. I cant believe that our 7 years of friendship goes down to the drain just like this. Because of 20 bucks you could yell and quarrel with me and etc etc... not only to me and to my other lovely purinks friends. Each and every of us is fucking disappointed with you. No point trying to EXPLAIN to us because in our heart you are just a ' friend'. I am just venting out my anger here i see no point where i must type out every single thing that you did. There is alot that i wanted to say but i chose not to. Alright i think i shall stop here you should know who you are.

i know you are angry. But can you at least respect me and my job ?
In your eyes am i such a cheap girl ?
I do not have commission so why should i go and drink and con those guys to buy drinks for me or what so ever.
If you thinks that i am such a bitch why you still wanna be with me ?
Its my last day ya.. believe it or not is up to you.
Its really disappointing that you are not understanding.
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Finally another meeting with them!

who says pris cant cook ?

Love the pasta that eme prepare for us!

cindynahhhhhh, i need her badly man.

emo

I was so exhausted after 2 hours of mahjong session! Cindy and eme was very hyper active on that night but i am very tired so we played 1 game only. Sad that i did not meet up with lingdi and qianyi. ):):):):):):
I am craving for eme's pasta right now.. ):):):):):):):):):):
darling pass his TP.
emi bday celebration on this coming sat.
busy busy busy pris.
Hopefully no more emo post for me. (:
ok. i am so randommmmmmmm
bye

will i be happy ?

I am really glad that you are fine.
As for me... it will all get better in time.

愛 , 的を外してください。

priscilla is having mixed feelings.

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Thanks en, i will get well soon! I am so upset that i couldnt make it to yanli and jing's birthday bash. I am a bad bad friend.

Looking back it feels like a dream, there is no way I can escape...

Its killing me when you feel disgusted.
ITS THE PAST ITS THE PAST ITS THE PAST!
why must we brood over it ?
WHY CANT WE FUCKING MOVE ON ?

I miss the good times and i hate the bad times.

BUT,

i am sure that the HAPPY times is coming with lots of love.

xoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxo

今夜が私があなたに魅了される夜で再び私に考えを変えさせません

you wont realise how deep you have hurt me. It may sounds ridiculous but is true...
I am trying very hard to hold my feelings back. I was trying to concern you but yet you gave me all this attitude. Maybe you didnt realise it whatever you say means alot to me.. you can call ya friends to apologise for your bad attitude but why didnt you call me ? why must your friend tell you that i am worried and ask you to msg me then you do so ? why why why ? am i not even your friend ? am i expecting too much from you ? fuck why am i typing all this whats the point ?...... i am feeling super terrible now.

Well, i had a great day with them. Finally we girls meet up together although is only for a short while but still i enjoy it. Hope i can meet up with you girls asap! enjoy the photos! loves.

THESE ARE ALL OVERDUE PHOTOS!

priscilla she miss her darling very very much.
xoxo

its kiling me again. ):
what is all this man ?
i know i deserve better.
why cant you let me go ?

GOSH, i look so shit beside him!

yes! thats elvin ng.

priscilla is very uncertain of her feelings.

He is uncertain too.

Both like each other but there is barriers between us.

so decided to remain as friends.

i told him to give me sometime to readjust my feelings.

then he realise tat he is afraid of losing me.

so now what ? no status r/s ? i am sick of mind games. spare me please...

i have decided to let go and you hold me back.

i dont like this at all.

First of all, HAPPY HALLOWEN AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SMALL SISTER!

cheena samantha & her bf.
she always smile when she lok at the cam but this time she is trying v hard not to smile.

i jus realise my dress is fucking short la.

sad tat i didnt have time to dress up.

loves.

its paul paul agn.

I remember we all wore black on that day.

i like her bangs!

While there is too much things happen lately. I jus end my exams, trying to enjoy my holidays now. Past few days was feeling quite down thanks to those who was there for me. cindynah, emeline, qianyi,emilia and many other more. was appreciated. I didnt really enjoy my halloween nite and i regretted not dressing up. well cya halloween 2009. <3

xoxo