lovely friends!

i think my body cannot take it anymore.
have been drinking and drinking and drinking.
2 days sleep less than 3 hours.
Well done pris.
this 2 weeks i drunk for like 5 days alr.
my gastric cannot hold any longer.
very very very good!
*Slap myself*

Loneliness...
Emptiness..

This two kills me badly.
Yes, I've been clubbing almost every week.
I work and drink at the same time like say 4 days a week.
I am having fun and stuff.
I smiling happily and cheerfully in my photos
But that is just the outside.

Does anyone really know how i feel in the inside ?

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Did i really hurt you that badly ?
Have you move on ?

Cabbed to queenstown to meet dom. $26bucks!
Had dinner with him then he send me to work.
Qianyi dar came to find me.
After work we head to dragonfly and powerhouse. $6
Then home. $25
Gosh! i spend $57 on cab! ):
Had some deep thoughts but i dun wanna share it here. Quite personal...

random

Skipped work today.
weizhen thot i was gng to shop alone so she acc me.
So sweet yar.
Meet her after her work.
Dinner.
then SHOP SHOP SHOP.
Bought a heels at charles&keith.
Killing heels.
It was okay when i try it.
After walking from wisma to shaw!
I couldnt take it.
Regretted buying. $59.90. ):
Manage to find a pretty white top at FEP.
wendy was like ' for clubbing or cny ? '
LOL.
i replied 'Both! '
because i gng to st james on chu san which is next wed!
Back to tamp i meet rey and Ly for awhile then home!
Gonna study for sat exams!
I having bad bad headache but i have to write my notes!
So that i could revise during work.
poor thing right.
Ciao~ loves.

its my fault. I should have done this or that.
whenever i thot of it i felt so guilty.
Lets take it as a lesson.
Next time no one can tear us apart!

anyway, i have been working crazily. morning 11-8pm 9-3am
right now i am resting at home.. will be meeting nad nad to study econs!
then tml same routine. 11-8pm 9-2am.
I dun even have the time to shop for cny clothes.

Photos taken at D.F with loves!

I wonder what are my friends doing now.
Miss them real lots!
Have been calling cindy for 2 days she didnt ans my call. ):
I wonder how is she doing ?
Is everything fine with you?
I wonder how is emeline too.
we are suppose to meet but ended up with our own activities.
saded.
Ongqianyi is busy with work. But still i met her up 2 days ago!
But w/o 4loves. ):
Emi chong! sigh i am too busy to meet her.
Wanted to go club tgt but always got things cocked up.
emi, i went to club at st james is v last min de so didnt call ya.
yeepeien, you kuku anyhow post my photo in your blog!
but lucky you didnt choose an ugly photo.
Tanweizhen, i forgot when we last met up!
But i miss youuuuu.
meet up meet up!

why am i so long winded today ?
perhaps i miss my friends too much.
I wonder did they miss me too ?

I am feeling very shitty right now..
Give me a break to think what is right.
Gonna leave this shit here to rot........

Be right back...

DEAD, like a candle you burnt out.
LOVE ? I dont desire it anymore..

I take my bow and leave center stage. it is time I retire into solitude, praying that Santa knocks on my door.

KIM HYUN JOONG!
He is my fav among SS501!

Monday after school thomas came to meet me for lunch. Then he send me to bugis for work.
After work i went to meet qianyi and cindy then head to cine for K until 4+ am. Crazy and tired night~ we chatted alot instead of singing. hahaha and got cheated by the discount coupon.
Yesterday i stayed at home for the whole day to watch kim hyun joong! HAHAHA i wanted to meet weizhen but ended up staying at home. Anyway, i am gng to rp today for my econs. Hopefully can meet up with peien!!

thanks to clive i got a very very big 'red packet' now. _l_

I love SS501! emi you know what i mean. :D

This week will be a hectic week for me!
I am so packed with meet up and work!
Tired but i like it. (:
$_$

F480! here i come!!!

YES I AM A BITCH BETTER THAN YOU BASTARD!

I am so happy to see kriss today! :D
off to meet emeline and kairui for a smoke. (:
Tml will be a long long day. But i like...

Hopefully tonight will be a crazy night agn~
Yest weizhen stay over at my house, wanted to cook dinner for her ended up i prepare and daddy cook it. (:
weijian they all came to find us slack after that they send us to meet emilia and millie.
Had supper then home~!!
Finally i am at home on a friday night! But next friday will diff meeting wendy and her friend to go boilers agn then to DF till 6am. :D
I am gng to yishun now to meet my grp mates! then off to work!! yea i went back to work! (:

I miss darling girls & yunqi peien!

i must be crazy! SLAP ME PLEASE..
PRISCILLA PLEASE DROP ALL THE FOOLISH & STUPID THOUGHTS!

I am so blinded by it.

shopping list / wishlist

coach wristlet
LV coin/key purse
Samsung f480
Chanel foundation
Fancl facial products
shu uemura loose powder
Gucci envyme perfume
Versace perfume
Charles & Keith heels
Vans shoe
Gucci bag
agnes b wallet
G-star jeans

updated!

I will be meeting emeline and qianyi @ town.
I am going to get my chanel foundation!!

There is still a long way to go...
i will hold on to it first.

you got me hypnotized, so mesmerized.
Am i crazy or falling in love ?
Are you holding back like the way i do ?

我还在分手的那一天原地徘徊
太多事不明不白
不明白怎么笑着走出来

when will i be fine ?

love are inexplicable
不要对我再说爱.

If you love me you wouldn't have said all those nasty things to me.
If you love me you would have stay when i begged you.
If you love me you wont tell me to fuck off.

I am having mixed feelings again. Tonight will be a long and lonely night for me.
Be strong, pris.

Let's rewrite the ending that suits my heart.

Anyway, fri i went boilers to look for wendy then we hop to powerhouse then dragonfly till 6am.
Totally awesome its been so long since i club.

Thanks all friends who is there for me when i breakdown. very appreciated!

loves.

This is the first time i met such a rude and disrespectful ppl.
You will be the first and the last to insult me in this way.

' you got no fucking good reason to provoke me you fucker. so now i understand... i got my reasons to scold you but you dont.. well now i understand what kind of person are you. totally disgusted. im not ya venting anger machine. you jus simply a bitch. so when you're down or whatever you all put everything t me? you dont love me at all. you jus need a mate i guess seriously you are a fucked tup typically. '

I jus couldnt stand the way you send me all this messages. LOOk who is talking man, ccb!
STOP ALL THE INSULTING AND HUMILIATION.

FUCKED OFF.