Deep thoughts.
I regretted.
Being friends are always better than lovers.
Esp, a rebound r/s.
I rather we didnt even started.
We are like strangers now.
good friends to hi-bye.
I detest this feeling..

can i rewrite everything ?

Thousands of the same alphaberts flowing through my mind.
Its killing me badly.

I told grandma about it..
She was stunt that it ended so fast.
I dare not face her when i talk about it.
I hide in the blanket like a coward.
I can feel that she is feeling for me.
I felt so touched and teared.

Today i woke up missing him so much
That i teared.
Whats with all this emotion ?
I dont get it... i dun seems to understand myself alr.